I suck

I have to do an assignment.

I hate life (not really).

I hate UNI.

And Im never going to graduate so that doesnt make me feel better either.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm at uni.. But then Ive already racked up too much HECS to pull out (wasted investment). I guess I weren't at uni, I wouldnt have the job I have now.

But having to read a 16 page report on the "new perspectives of the relationships between higher education and employment" makes me want to slice my wrists or commit crimes. And its also an article which tells you, realisticly, getting a degree means shit all and you wont get anywhere.

Whoopee.

I just want to call in sick, and online shop. But I have used up 15 days of sick leave in the past 5 months meaning I am the worlds shittiest employee (kinda).

At work today I researched home loans and looked at available properties in the areas I'm interested in. Ohh I want an apartment sooooo bad!!! Im really sick of living at home and all that jazz. But I have committed myself wholely to this saving plan so I guess that'll be a reality sooner rather than later (I'm aiming for early 2010).

Which is why I did not buy my leather jacket even though its now on sale for $199, instead of $299. Discipline is hard. I have to constantly remind myself that I'll live if I dont have pretty shit because a roof over my head is more important.

:(